Have you ever been so confused and troubled in your life?
Have you ever been so out of love yet you still continue to love?
Have you ever been full of emotions yet you feel numb?
Have you ever been tired and exhausted but dont how to stop?
Have you ever been strong and weak at the same time?
Have you ever been stupid and smart everytime?
I feel chaos, I feel pain..
All these troubles I didnt know how I did gain...
My head's gonna explode
My heart's so torn
My soul is ruptured....
----this is unfinished......
VOID
Along the depths of my soul
I’m longing, still searchin’
For that certain thing that i really don’t know
Deep within me, that infinite emptiness doesn’t subside…
Though I have tried everything just to ease it little by little.
The void of my sanity keeps on haunting me a little more each day
Tryin’ to capture and dominate my whole being
What is it about this lack that keeps on tormenting me…?
What is it about this absence that keeps on
You’re the need unescapable.
Something that encompasses my imagination
That no matter how hard I try…
How helplessly I convince myself…
Still… I am not complete.
It has been months since my last post andI truly missed doing all these. I missed sharing my thoughts, I missed thinking for the right words and I missed typing...hahhaha...
But now I'm back and I'm gonna fill the void here in my blogsite...hopefully...